Yesterday

Ghetto:Yesterday i spent a little time in the church ,but spent 3 hours posted up in the hall way .It was a longer funeral than i thought .I got to talk to Bishop Upshaw whom i have not talked to in 30 years.It was short but it was good to see him.The church at Hayes a block from oter drvive was but a 2 blocks from my lot of 30 some years .I seen some old friends .we talked and i found out of friends recently murdered Meech was of them murdered in that house on Novaro a few months ago.He was a good guy worked every day but played with the wrong crowd .Man man was proubly only in his early 30's when he was shot down ,hard to beleave he made it that LONG .Clay's mom and dad buried him well. The square don't change neither do many of the people.I learned who was getting out of prison and i wondered what were they going to do when out.Hell Red spent so much inside the joint what would freedom mean to him or his son Keylay who gets out next week.As i watched people enter the church or just talking with friends i noticed how much people admire themselves.Most the people here you would be proud to call friends but i consider the little thug ass's friends too,but the truth is trust no one seems like fiends always let you down.But i learned yesterday as Clay went in the ground.There was love there in that church and i'm thankful for feeling it.Live your life the way you want,listen to advice but follow your heart aND BE GREATFUL THAT THE EARTH DON'T CRACK BEFORE YOU AND GUNS DON'T CRACK IN FRONT OF YOU.Keep your love ones close IF YOU CAN,if not keep your heart full,love to you all
Love
Jimmy

Busy

Ghetto: I have had two friends die one murdered on a street cornor the other died of dope cancer.So i have been a little busy,But it is amazing the stupid shit you see at a funeral.NO COMMON SENSE ,NO RESPECT and damn they don't even see what it is they are doing that is so stupid or maybe it is only me with too much respect.I'm sitting in my basement looking at 4 Christmas cards 06 07 08 and 09 the kind you put in your hand that come trough the mail.It is the only one's i have 1 each year for the last four years from a young man from a land i have never seen.Today for some reason he is on my mind.Tassos i hope you are well i also hope your friend yolanda is there with you to make sure of it.
Love
Jimmy

Death

Ghetto: A women in her car driven by her boy friend was driving on I 94 near 7 mile her car swerved and hit a pole she flew from her car she was 8 months pregnent her baby was torn from her womb and i can't stop thinking of this baby and i wonder why.the mother and baby both dead no seat belt. I would not want to be the boyfriend that drove that car he will always be question what he did or did not do.Kind of like all of us who will question ourselves on what we should or should not have done with our lives.But we can not be sorry for our mistakes only fror our lack of trying...........
LOVE
Jimmy

Society

Ghetto: We are a get even society one that carries grudges .one part that thinks it is better than the other .We are not divided by race's color but by the color of money. A society that places more value on being pretty than being niece.Our educational values are up to the TV set.We have children ONLY TO HAVE THEM makes no sense WHY ??? This word freedom is a hypocrisy.From the day we are born we are at war with the word survival because of those who want it all not caring who they leave behind.It has become so easy to hate Why??? because we no longer trust love.In this new modern age there are many things which are good but many which are bad.My best friend died in Jackson Prison as he traveled trough life i remember when his emviormen changed putting him on that road that lead him to prison and i know our surroundings effect us . I guess i learned a lot from Sam one was that good friends often don't see each other but always remain the best of friends and that is the way ti feel about many of you .Hell let me get out of here don't know what the hell i mean .YES I DO.....
LOVE
jimmy

Talk

Ghetto:I talk to trees the moon the sky a gentle breeze i talk to pictures of the dead they inlighten me all these things that please . i talk to you of whom i don't know.I think and talk to children because they will stay long after we are all gone.I'm some what crazy do you think i do not know .My soul is my heart my temple is my mind . i need no church for my good to reach out.I'm not alone there are more like me.I have problem with people getting high it,s your life just keep it out of your childrens eye.We are a inmoral society and that is the truth.Yes i like to do all thatr dirty shit too.But a 7 year old keeps me from being like many of you.I can not tell him no and myself yes with out becoming a two faced fool.I think inside of many of us is more personalities than one many more and a fight is going inside of us to choose which one.Most people do not see the conflict with in.They is so much bull shit in this life how does a chield contemd.I don't know what i'm trying to say but if i din't have mike i would go out and get drunk today. Go read the paper and get sick like me today.Mankind evolved one more time.love you guys of all genders and races and children well you are me...
love
jimmy

I pay attetion

Ghetto: This morning as i get dressed i pay attetion to myself .I i put on my pants strap up my guns put on my shirt. But as i look at lil mike i think children all over the world are watching as ma ma or daddy staps up their guns .With so many gun permits being issued .It is know normal to carry again and some how i feel it is wrong but yet it is not wrong to be able to portect your self.Guns they are a hypocrisy in themselves but i will be damn if i will go out with out mine.2010 a year that social injustice makes us all boy scouts "be prepared" That man over there with vey little money who raises a family by doing without for himself he is a king and i bow before him .He is what makes any country great.He fights terrorisn
m every day while we go to tim buc too to wage wars with fools .FUCK THAT bombs away..
Love
JImmy

Worry

Ghetto:There was a birthday party for my Lil ones aunt of which me or Lil mike did not go .When his mother came back the weed smell was embedded in her cloths.There were little children there who were placed in the bedroom. Yes i worry. When the children make a escape from their confinement you yell "get your "M F " N " ass back in the room .we are smoking in here.Yes i worry what do you think you are doing with your kids. Setting them up for a stupid check.Yes i worry .Them kids want to be the boss just like you pants of your ass hanging low using mother fucker for a verb adverb A word that means but giving your mother respect for what she was in your eyes.You collect a stupid check and call it a pay check.These children can be what ever they want to be,But i worry with many who play at daddy or mommy are only but that"MF" word they say . Yes I worry.I put up with bull shit from a women I don't even like because of a child i love that i want to be much more than me and some day to stand over my grave thank me and often keep me alive by thinking of me !!!!!!I worry and wonder why so many don't."UNDERSTANDING IS VOLUNTARY IGNORANCE IS A GIVEN"
LOVE
Jimmy

inlightenment

Ghetto: I don't understand what this follower thing means. This is the firtst time i seem this in the over a decade i started this site.What does that mean .Should i do something . i thank who ever follows me but don't forget besides not being able to spell i can't swim so i hope can save me if i start to drown.My world is going to turn upside down on me soon and it is only friends like you that will help me walk right side up.There are many lost inside to NO FALT.. of our own but that we care.My fingers never seem to hit the right keys i don't if it is the diabetis effecting my eyes site or the tears for this non forgiveing world full of hate and fake.The turn on your TV and tune out real life. if you have any kids or a aged mother or father give them a hug for me tell them its from a friend they will never know or see but feel from a hug from thee.........
LOVE for real
jimmy

13 yr old killer

Ghetto:He is now 13 but at the time he became a killer he was 12 a big 12 at 6ft 2 in tall.His victim in this failed arm robbery was only 24 too young to die and him too young to be a killer.He wake did not up a killer but his surrounding took him there.If we in fact wish to stop this violence we need to change the surroundings of our youth it needs to be OK to be good and not OK to be bad.But people do not wish to face truth and it will only get worst.Adults have every kind of excuse for their bad ass kids never admitting the truth that they were a bad ass parent.Children need a good mother and father not a motherfucker and a father who is lost only calling when he wants to hit ma ma's ass.I'm not sorry for what i tell you because it's the TRUTH.
Love
Jimmy

Bull shit

Ghetto ; looked at so many homes hell the avg.home in Detroit sells for 7'600 dollars 'Hell thats why people are walking away you gave these screwed in the ass morgages that people could not afford and they didn't pay.When they walk away they take the kitchen sink with them along with the toilet hell my neighbor took her garage door.Then bambe bails out the banks along with the new car dealer selling cars you cant afford.You all drug ass addicts only your drug is different.We live in a sinfull ass world Now wait a minute i'm a sinfull man myself but i do lay claim to it.plain truth you shit with out money you have to have it .We can't hit bottom only because the rich will not alow it.They need us to have some money to con us out of it.I bet the indians never heard about that peace pipe and that santa guy with that ho ho hom stuff how the hell did he know my girlfriendS.Keep the love real
Love
Jimmy

Dream

Ghetto:I dreamed last night of a dresser it had fat fat legs it was old old old had about 5 drawers two top smaller drawers with key holes you know them funny old keys.Now i want one funny the crazy shit we drean many dream of women .I dream of a place to put my socks .Ah skeleton keys .We must feed ourselves first but not forget to feed others. But beware of those who are lazy and don't deserve your best....
Love
Jimmy

Can't explain

Ghetto: Can't explain to brains that have no moving parts.Went looking at house to buy for Mike's mom. Homes for under 6,000 thousand dollars and there are so many on every block in this city .This city is about to get more crazy .But homes are too cheap for the neighborhoods to go back to being good .You can no longer sell your house in Detroit because it is worth nothing . The junk no longer tows junk cars he buys and sell junk houses .They should have all been tore down.The streets are wild and i beleave they are going to get wilder.There is no place to run or hide .It is time to make a stand even if you must stand alone......."understanding is voluntary,ignorance is a given" Mr. mayor Mr. president i wish you both much luck and give you my love
Love
Jimmy

Fake

Ghetto: I read the morning paper page one all about the glitz and glamor of the auto show down town.People all decked out in fancy cloths .Damn a fine picture of prosperity money money money.All looking at cars most can't afford....PAGE 2 death murder and destruction.Damn 2 shop lifters 4 dead because of shop lifting one page about beauty FAKE... The other about truth HYPOCRISY ..Do we hide in fake to avoid truth..Have many of us been driven crazy by looking at the truth to to much.I miss the horse that shinney man drove the alleys of detroit many years back. i miss the street cars and the coney island at at St.Jean and warren.The day i'm in i don't enjoy as well as my past and yet i was even poorer back then.I miss that cornor of Warren and Alter rd. i stood on through the night .The world has became to fake like the ghetto its all about money and being fake.THERE IS A MAN OVER THERE WITH OUT ?????????
Love
Jimmy

Earth

Ghetto: Mother earth opened up to take back some of the life's she set forth.Showing her power over the human race . A awakening of sorts to show she is supreme.A 92 year old man with his pj's on fire in a nursing died .The police said it was murder . Murder in a NURSING HOME. Did i not tell a time ago .These bitches that care for YOUR love ones often mistreat them. Did i not tell you that i was told some elderly walk around with black eyes.Check on your parents look for pinch marks ,black and BLUE MARKS .JUST LIKE CHILDREN ignorance OFTEN TAKES CARE OF THEM BECAUSE YOU DON'T KNOW HOW.problem is some old people fight with their care giver but often the care giver fights back to win .I find myself mad about many things.My friends find love and keep it real' Tazz thinking about you hoping your love is good real and fulfilling for both of you . Dave thinking of your mother who is a nursing home hoping both of you are well.......
Love
Jimmy

Woke up/Doubting

Ghetto:I woke up this morning with a mind full of doubts.I hate that because it means i'am unsure of everything .Society has does this to me .The world is so two faced is it no wonder the young have so many doubts .People smile and say hi but walk away and lie on you .On ghetto streets there is only your fists to make you equal.Sex is just sex and love well they forgot how to perform that act.Kids hear so much shit they have to walk to school with a shovel.We all tricks to a society full of games they play all ages need to get up and walk away.Like i say woke up in doubt
love
jimmy

nothing

Ghetto: You ever have your mind just drift away wanting to say something so many mixed up thoughts thinking of so many people . i see adults who aCT LIKE KIDS AND kids who act like adults . This word FREEDOM it flashes in my head a word that is bad and good a word to fear one mans freedom can take yours away from you.Modernization another word i fear .What ever happen to civilization was it a word of fiction.dave how you doing sherrie how you doing.jeasus my friend they would shot you today it is no better than in your day
Love
Jimmy

Head ache

Ghetto:I listen to and hear what is happening in this MAN MADE world wide fear and my head aches.I read the paper and my HEAD ACHES.My friends they not only picked our pockets but our minds as well .We are not equal . We are not divided by color but by the importance of MONEY.We are not equal when we are sick with no insurance .We are not equal when we are kids in school when no one listens to our plea .We are not equal when we are 5 or 55 or 105.One loves one hates one debates and all make mistakes and we all have HEAD ACHES.
LOVE LOVE LOVE
jimmy

Today

Ghetto: Today was a hyappy day. I received a christmas card this is the 4th year for that card.It comes from a land i never seen a person i never met but one i know, a vistor and a friend and his friend.It makes me happy you see it comes to my home and will sit with the other 3 cards where i can see them year after year.It is something i look forward too. I thank you Tassos & Yolanda.I hope my spelling was right if not my heart was..........
I wish you both much love
Jimmy